I cant deny that I have sent one message and make a couple of lost calls, but knowing myself as I do, it is an achievement keep me clear and free for almost four days.
However the most important achievement, is the fact that the anxiety and pain, is less. I can control my thoughts, and if I start to look for excuses and create motives to get involved again in the vortex of uncertainty that I have been in the last two years, I have a contingency of other thoughts, that are helping me to heal my soul, love myself, recover my emotional health and give peace to my heart.
I know I am in the middle of the battle. I am aware about the fact that I might fail, at any moment, and still I have not the necessary strength to say NO to him, in case he tries to approach to me, to cheat me again.
God is helping me. Faith has been my main support and the strong belief and the certainty that God never lets us down, and is always there to fill my cup with hope and love.
I am preparing myself to walk to the destiny HE has for me.
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