Hi I am Annette, and I have been an addict to insane relationships for long time. I think still I am, although I have realized and accepted my problem, so it is the first step to defeat it. I have said this same quote many times, but I wish some day I really do something to apply the theory. I have to confess that I feel different comparing the previous deceptions, perhaps it is true that beatings teach, and like this time the shock, the fall has been the most cumbersome and difficult of all, at least not anguish and uncertainty have taken 24 / 7 of my soul and my peace. I can not deny I still feel a spear through myheart when memories come to mind, and with them the questions without answer or explanation. I confess that I wept like a child, lying on the bathroom floor, where nobody sees me, but they have been crying short, painful and deep. Tears trying to wash the blood that remains in my chest after the destruction of my heart. And still that, much remains to mourn, but not because he deserves my tears, no, but to free my heart of this sea of pain and frustration that floods and presses it.
His indifference is the wall that prevents me to return to jump into the void As I have already done many times before.
I have to be thankful with my friends, that have been comforting me in many ways, with their ears, their shoulders, their patience. Evelyn, Kelvis, Marcela, Emilia, Larissa ..thanks GOD to put these great ladies in my way...It is a prove that HE loves me!
