Hi, I am Annette, and this is the 4th day in the third or fourth attempt to get away from Dark Cat. Yes, he again, the Evil guy, and me: the silliest and stupid woman I have ever known!
I was unplugged completely from this project because, I fell into Dark Cat's hole so deeply and loudy. I had to swallow all my words, all my self respect, and suffer again. Because I asked!
There is no victim, I victimized myself, he just took everything like if he deserved, his behavior is just my fault. He never has made any effort to get me. He knows and feels certainty about my feelings for him..He believes he has the control, and he can come back whenever he opts to. No claim, no fight, just a woman who "loves" unconditionally...even a stupid like me, has a limit!
There is nothing else that I can write or think about this sick relation, only one thing is true: I am the only one with the power to finish this suffering circle. I must have respect for myself!
God give me strength to leave this situation in the place it should never have left. Take control of my weaknesses and put final over this!
