One day at a time

10.27.2010

Day 4: In the middle of the week...

Hi, is me again.  Today is the 4th day since I have started this project.   I am a person with emotional dependency and addicted to insane relationships.   I have problems with myself and always I have chosen the wrong way to walk.  OK, I am just remembering myself why I am doing this, and to have in  mind the fact that fighting against these invisible , but powerful issues is not easy, and I cannot neglect and I  must be alert, to don't slip like yesterday I did.
Sincerely, today I have felt better than yesterday, I haven't try to create an excuse to do something that I will regret.This is quite good!! So clear, so far!
I hope this sudden strength will become an usual condition in me, and keep me far from temptation, and from all the bad habits that have been with me during the most of my adult life.
I pray to have more days like today, serenity, confidence and auto control needs to be my weapons, to help me fight and win the battle against the Dark Cat and his henchmen, those who myself gave them power and put together and dismantle all.
I feel motivated, I now I can do it...