Hi, is me again. I am not willing to write too much. Even though today has been a cool day, no anxiety or stress....however I tried to call him once. My excuse was to confirm that he wouldn't answer, and of course, it was so. I
I was thinking in all the things I will like to say him, pour all my pain and deceptions over him, tell him how evil he is....and I realize that all this negative feelings only harm myself.
Today I feel depressed, I called some friends to see if we can go out to anywhere, to have fun and drink some beers, listening music, but everybody was busy or had other things to do.
So, I came home, with a deep sadness hidden inside me, nobody will know, but the pain is there,
I just pray for this day goes by quickly, hopefully tomorrow will be other day with. the new day that the LORD has made for me....
